I have been on suboxone for 3 years or so. At first I was on a low dose and was happy about 1 mg morning 1 mg at night. Then I tapered down to .5 morn .5 evening and quit cold turkey. It was horrible the first week was sick cold hot wanted to kill myself. I took two weeks off work. After I went back I was super weak and depressed and tired but remember thinking it's not as bad as it was. Then I went to a party got drunk and relapsed on h. I got back on suboxone and have worked my way back up to 8 mg a day. Slowly but surely the subs have stopped working like they used to. And now I have a horrible time sleeping and paralyzing anxiety. I'm afraid to do things I would normally like doing. My hands and feel are always cold and all I wanna do is sleep and chew tobacco hah I chew. I almost relapsed 2 days ago but instead I upped my dose 2 mg. It was a close call. So now I'm on 2 mg morn 8 evening. I need to save money for my bills so I can go to detox and using won't help. Was thinking of Goin on methadone for only a little while long enough to save some money and go to detox. I would prefer to go cold turkey right now and get a naltrexone implant but don't have money saved for rehab or my bills. What should I do? Will being on methadone make it harder it get off it in detox. Will it make it better to get on methadone for 4 months the go to detox? I've heard Goin off subs after years of being on it is really hard. I want a drug free life! But I don't want to relapse either. Suboxone kinda makes me anti social and slowly but surely I have stopped hanging out with some of my friends.(most of them just go to bars and drink anyway) but I just want my life back. Sleeping normally(without having a chew to make me tired) happy (not depressed all the time) some hope. Will methadone help in that sense for now until I can save money for my bills and rehab? I feel like it will. Dysphoria all the time *****.
2014-12-08 04:04:06
Most people find it difficult to come off of both methadone and Suboxone. One of the patients in our clinic who we had to detox from Suboxone was so addicted that no matter how far down she titrated this drug she could not get off. At one point she was literally just licking the 1 mg strip but she could not give it up. I find that most Suboxone prescribers tend to leave their patients on this drug as a form of maintenance and are either unwilling or unable to taper them off. The same story goes for the methadone clinics. It is a very long acting drug and is extremely hard to taper so you would be switching one devil for another.
In case you are curious it takes us about three to four days to get a patient off of any opiate including Suboxone and feeling well. You are more than welcome to look at my clinic's website by clicking on my name and then under the clinic's logo. Give us a call anytime if you have questions.
In the meantime see if a doctor can write you a presc
2014-12-08 04:04:41