Belief that I have HIV

Hello expert doctors I hope that you can answer my questions. You see I am seeking your professional opinion but have already convinced myself that I am HIV positive since the onset of many symptoms. I will explain what I did: I am a 23 years old male who had never had sex before. I made a mistake April 11 2014 of meeting a 31 year old male of unknown HIV status on Craigslist.org. I had just planned on touching each other’s penises and no sex but he tempted me to have anal sex with him. He stated that he only plays safe so to speak. Before we did anything I went to CVS pharmacy and bought a pack of Trojan Dry condoms that are made with natural rubber latex and I bought Trojan lubricant. I don’t know if this lubricant is water-based just that it said on the packaging that it’s condom compatible. Anyways I went over to the male’s house where he led me to his room. He masturbated my penis for a while; I did it to him a little bit and got some of his pre-seminal fluid on my hand. He then opened the lubricant I bought and put and rubbed a lot of the lubricant all over my penis. He then placed some of the lubricant inside his rectum. He then placed one of the condoms on my penis but didn’t pinch the tip to allow the air to escape. He tried to sway me to have anal sex with him without a condom but I refused. The anal sex was short. The male that I was about to penetrate laid with his back down on his bed with his feet up. I then tried to penetrate him and my penis went in only a little bit. I did this in and out two times but was having trouble getting my penis in his rectum so he wanted to try one other position. I was asked to lay on his bed with my back down; which before I did I remember making sure that the condom ring was at the base of my penis and that there was no air in the tip of the condom.

2015-04-07 11:34:52

Emma