just need to vent

I'm having a super hard time! My husband and I have been married for almost 3 years he is in the army but starting to get out in may I'm work full time as a leasing associated and I for the most part love it but I work more than I should. Over 40 hours a week. Like most females I come home after work kick 9th my shoes and get to my second job (being a wife soon to be mom) my days off I spend most the time running arends and cleaning up. Him on the other hand comes home and tracks his clothes all over the house and watches tv. Lately I don't even want to open my eyes in the morning just so I don't see the pigsti. I'm almost 30 weeks and I just can't keep up. I also have two cats who I love very much. When I found out I was pregnant he agreed to do the cat box if I got an electric one and he doesn't hardly do it so it sticks. Then I cry and he will feel bad and clean some what for one day and it's back to the same thing.... I love him very much but OMG I seriously don't ask much just to do what I can't like the cat box and put his clothes in one pile. Once our baby boy gets here I really hope he steps up cause I can't raise a child like this. Few sorry just had to. My friends here are judgemental here and the one I used to talk to has a little one so she doesn't need my bitchness!

2014-11-06 06:11:30

David