can't stop stressing

I found out my fiance has been talking to another girl. I woke up one morning and noticed his phone had continued to go off for at least 10 minutes straight all messages from another girl. I opened them and wished I didnt. All the messages were her calling him baby asking why he was ignoring her. Saying she hopes he isn't out flitting with other girls and a message saying good morning baby and etc. He had told her in one message he was thinking about her. I'm so hurt. I can't believe he could do this to me. If this had happened to anyone else I would say leave him but now that it's happened to me I just feel so confused and lost. He told me he was only flirting with her occasionally and nothing more. He said he did it because I have been too hard on him lately. I feel so dumb. I don't know what to believe. I just can't believe he could do this to me. I'm 5 months pregnant with his baby and he's our talking to other girls. I need someone to talk to. I can't stop thinking that he will talk to her again even though he said he wouldnt. I'm So Hurt. He is all I have. I have no friends no one to confide in. My family would tell me how stupid I am and to leave him but it's not that simple when u love the person and have been through so much with them. I never imagined a day without him and thinking of a life without him is even scarier. I can't support my baby without him and I can barley even take care of myself. Plus I was supposed to move in with him. I'm supposed to move in soon too and can't raise my baby at my mom and dad's house. I'm so upset. I tried to just forget about it but I'm having bouts that he didn't block her number like he said he did. Ugh I wish if this was gonna happen at least he could have waited to be a jerk till after the baby or something not when I'm 5 months pregnant and rely on him for evertything. Advice?

2014-11-07 11:34:06

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