This past week has literally been stressing me out completely and I know its not good for my baby. But when we first got engaged I told him straight up that I didn't care if he watched porn seeing as he's a marine and he was on the other half of the U.S. meanwhile I had asked him if he did and he said he stopped in Pensacola. For the whole 6 months. Stupid me believed him but I felt like something was off. Anyway I had told him I didn't care as long as we weren't married. After we're married it has to stop cause I feel like its cheating. And I personally don't like it. And if he didn't want to to let me know so he's not in a miserable marriage. I found out that he has been watching it still and has been lying to me the whole time. To my face he lied to me. He knows my biggest pet peeve is being lied to. And he has been lied to and cheated on so he said he knows how it feels and that it hurts. And yet he chose to hurt me like that. When I have gone out of my way to be honest and never cheated. I treat him well. I want to have sex literally every day. But lately I don't want to anymore after I found out he's been lying to me. I can't stop crying throughout my days and I can't stop thinking or wondering if he's watching porn while he's at work. Seeing as he never deleted his history before and now he does. I don't know if I can do this anymore but I'm pregnant. I don't know what to do.please help.
2014-11-11 11:31:20
I had this exact argument with my husband last night. Same situation and my husband will leave for the navy in May. I am 27 weeks pregnant and I hate when he looks at porn it's disrespectful and degrading. But when he leaves for the navy I told him it was fine because I'm not there when he gets deployed. I found it on his phone last night and I was hurt he told me he wouldn't look at it anymore as long as I'm within reach so hopefully he won't lie again and it'll be resolved.
2014-11-11 11:31:53
